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here comes some more other stuff... was stuff up with friendship stuff again lar.. this are all unecessary stuff.. why must heaven just make life so difficult for people as in to make sure that friends must fight??
Why can we just concentrate on our school work and do well? why fight fight and gib cold war... making life so difficult??
i know there's sure lots of stuff to sae mi back.. ok so right now i am tell the two...
first Daniel, just because i dun wanna take a taxi home after hearing that its your treat and you are angry wit mi for so long? i sms you but you dun wanna reply, i told you that i will solve my own probs and that everything is soon going to solve ler.. i already get those documents ready and is getting them to joanne ler.. you will sae its not about that taxi thingy that you are so angry wit mi.. its that i everytime dun let friends treat and take all this treat too seriously?? well, its not the matter of treating or wat.. i can tell you i dun mind, its because i dun wanna trouble you, you will alight before mi, then you sae you wanna gib mi the money and next time then i return you back the change but during that time i find it unnessary, i got bus consection why can't i just take the bus home and you take the taxi.. i know you think of mi as your friend and wann to treat mi and help mi, but if you are fighting wit mi now and plus i am cope up with my financial prob, i will feel even more stressful right? Let mi here, apologise to you once again... and i hope to resolve this prob... the rest is up to you ler daniel... 6years... 1E to 4EB to poly... ...sorry.....
next.. Chujun.. your case between us is the most serious de prob... this one i will find time and make my face skin thicker to talk to you... how you wanna react will be up to you.. ITS ALL MY FAULT!
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Tuesday, April 24, 2007, 9:32 PM |
i felt lik a piece of shyt!!! ARGH!! what am i doing!! i was trying eclipse and when i wanna delete the content i accidentally deleted all my folders!! my PICTURES, my IMPT FILES!!, my everything!!! ARGH!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! all gone.. then i even went to empty my recycle bin!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and i notice all gone!! all gone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! What am i to DO!! no more pictures!!! no more!!! no more for geneviene!! no more for liyi, no more for Xinger and no more for tt sherryl!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! What am i doing!!! my impt files!!! SOB!!!!!
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Monday, April 23, 2007, 10:47 PM |
Think that it's because i'm stress, that i am suffering from constipation for 2weeks.. nothing come out from mi lar!! got stomache then nothing come out.. =.=" for two weeks ler... sianz.. then last night i was surfing the net then suddenly got the urge to pang sai then i was so delighted and over the moon!! i faster shout out for my mum to tell her lar! then i went to the toilet then faster sit down.. then you know what comes out!!!??? instead of pang sai i..... pang pui.................. =.=" wah piang a... so all the shyt business say finish ler.. sianz..
for episode3 see the response bah.............................. sianz.... dun felt lik typing now... HAHA ^^
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Sunday, April 22, 2007, 10:33 PM |
Here comes episode 2...
I still remember there was once, during NPCC camp.. the period where i was facing depression.. I was so sad i couldn't get to sleep and eat durnig camp.. i dun have the mood to play and stuff lik tt... My best friend actually together wit my other NPCC friends instead of comforting mi, actually even say things to make mi feel worst then ever.. My best friends, just changed his character lik no body business..
Ok, so i joined CO then get into Erhu.. there's a friend who is my classmate and also playing the same instrument as mi.. think tt time he was in the Zhonghu... also when i was secondary one, the first contact number that i gotten was his number... Since we're at the same section and can interact with each other well, i got to know his groups of friends.. and from a group of five turned into a group of six... then got one guy wants to know a gal from our group actually joined into our group, then become group of seven... I still remembered there was a guy, before i joined in was in this group, but after a fight he is not in this group anymore (wanna know who is this guy?). So this group of seven got so close, so close that we hang out together eveyday after school, and can actually hang out till so late.. everyday we play madly so mad and so happy... we splash water on each other and made ourselves wet all over.. i remember we even went to shops to purchase cold water after school and then starts pouring onto each others.. after getting to know this group each of us are so use to this group till we didnt even plan to get to know other friends.. Its lik we think that this friendships between the seven will be long lasting.. will be forever... so i get to know little friends and was consider anti social to others because i was so socialise with my "groups of seven" so didnt managed to make other friends..
However things just turned out otherwise!! its was lik 360 degree changes!! this group lack one thing!! and i didnt notice it at all NOT AT ALL.. it was because this group lack this thing that this group is disband just lik tt!! btw this group got Chujun inside..
---- The End of Episode2----
next episode will be about mi facing lots of prob.. because of this i realise so much things!! so much!! i even got hatred.. and so on and so for... got into annul music camp2004 and face lots of prob there... however i believe that its heaven will that i got into annul camp2004... because... episode 3 will sae...
think all this stuff is so boring lar!! you all still WAN Episode 3 to be typed here mehh?? you all really so interested find mi then i sae lar.. haha... haven thought of title for this story yet... haha.. nite ^^
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Thursday, April 19, 2007, 12:16 AM |
I always believe that its not right to write too personal stuff in a blog.. because i dun feel sercure about writing my personal stuff and put them to the intenet.. so i always put those more not really so personal stuff..
Tonight i decide to update a personal story of my secondary school life... its boring stuff.. but i just feel lik typing.. so here goes..
I joined NPCC when i was secondary One, during this NPCC life for one year, my attendance was full. i Even got promoted to lance coperal (one strip), however within this one year i never felt the feeling of happiness and was not even enjoying myself, in this NPCC life i even encounted betrayer and got to know that there's no true friends in life.. because even my best friend which joined the same CCA as mi, can just break our 4years friendship.. so i even got to depression, because i cannot quit. Soon through so much crying and struggling, asking my dad to help and talk to my teacher, i got "SACK" as my teacher said there's no such thing as quit onli SACK.. so i choose to be SACK.. despite getting over with my former CCA, i still had a strong feeling in life there's not true friends..
Through many of my friends which happens to be from CO, i get to know Chinese Orchestra.. Since i have no CCA why not, i give this CCA a try... thinking that this time i have to be smarter, because this CCA may also bring mi to another depression.. thinking that my friends who recommended mi to CO may not be trusted de sia... I joined this CO, teacher-in-charge said i can choose the instrucment i want. so i wanted to try DIZI initially, however teacher said DIZI got enough ppl so i cannot play.. then i say want to try cello, he said got not enough cello for mi.. then he ask mi to take erhu.. =.=" isn't this choosing for mi?? so i take up erhu..
i shall end my episode 1 here, later part will be about mi getting to know more about my classmates which is also playing huqin... got close and meet another group of friends.. then lots of stuff happens.. happiness, sadness and .... i started to change my view about having true friends.. and then ... ... ... haiz....
if the responses is good i will update episode 2 bah, else i dun update lerr.. ^^ waste of time onli... because onli today i felt lik typing, so response not good i also dun wanna type animore.. ^^ haha..
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about today, suddenly i kana scolded by daniel, which made mi realise, in life i have to make a decision as soon as possible and not being wishy washy and not settling it quick.. this made him got so irritated and started shouting at mi madly when i got wishy washy about Taxi!! Hello raymond!!! WAke up, stop being wishy washy!! Be a MAN!!! I AM A MAN!! or maybe a BOY!!
when daniel started scolding mi, i saw Liyi, XingEr, Geneviene (P.M.S) turning back and stopping us from fighting, which was really so kind and thoughtful.. ^^ i thought they onli play so much, but i miss out the fact tt, they care for their friends around them... hey P.M.S, thank you to you all, either you all see it or not... ^^ gotten so many uneccessary trouble, and stress over CO.. haiz.. RAYMOND CHUA!! WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU!! this was in my head when i was taking the bus home just now... bus was empty, there's onli mi.. felt so lonely suddenly... was staring at the peaceful road from the glass and staring at the celing of the bus... Haiz!.....
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Thursday, April 12, 2007, 9:21 PM |
Went to took a toro card quiz.. and found out i am...
You are The Star
Hope, expectation, Bright promises.
The Star is one of the great cards of faith, dreams realised
The Star is a card that looks to the future. It does not predict any immediate or powerful change, but it does predict hope and healing. This card suggests clarity of vision, spiritual insight. And, most importantly, that unexpected help will be coming, with water to quench your thirst, with a guiding light to the future. They might say you're a dreamer, but you're not the only one.
What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.
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Monday, April 09, 2007, 11:08 PM |
Went to daniel's blog and do an IQ test.. heng ar.. i got IQ... thought my logic fail... but heng is not.. lol ^^
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Sunday, April 08, 2007, 8:36 PM |
I AM STRESS! I AM STRESS! I AM STRESS! I AM STRESS! I AM STRESS! I AM STRESS! I AM STRESS! I AM STRESS! I AM STRESS! I AM STRESS! I AM STRESS! I AM STRESS! I AM STRESS! I AM STRESS! I AM STRESS! I AM STRESS! I AM STRESS! I AM STRESS! I AM STRESS! I AM STRESS! I AM STRESS! I AM STRESS! I AM STRESS! I AM STRESS! I AM STRESS! I AM STRESS! I AM STRESS! I AM STRESS! I AM STRESS!......
thats all for today...
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Thursday, April 05, 2007, 4:14 PM |
Got selected to go for a world skills training... since April 06 already started training, and this week still training some more... train and train... everyday 7 hours!!! wah liao... next week whole week got selection test... i actually wanna gib up, but my fren told mi to try try see see... haiz... dun think can make it, its all application... but i have to sae, i learnt quite alot from these trainings...
had a fight with chujun, aiya, small thing onli... will ok within a few months.. i also lazy to think so much...
Another news is that i got into the NYPco committee... currently a welfare of NYpco... LOL but do nothing de, i hope forever i got nothing to do, else i will not lik this co anymore if too many stuffs are given to mi.. HAHA.. lazy bum... haha
Also gotten back my results, am happy with it, but i will still continue to strive harder..
in order to clear those "spider webs" in my blog.. i updated this post.. HAHA ^^
