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Friday, April 27, 2007, 11:25 PM

Episode Three plus some other stuff..

here comes episode three...

you know what does this group lack?? that is the basic respect, the trust and the care plus concern between us... I remembered when i was in secondary three, everytime i hang out late with my friends of seven. My dad would be so angry with mi and scold mi lik mad.. i have curfews and therefore was controlled by my dad to be home latest by 6pm or 7pm... as i always go home early and could not hang out with them, they got irritated by mi as i was too sao3 xin4... I tried to explained this kind of stuff to them, without understanding and always think at their own stand, we broke up.. and just lik this i was out of the group... is this wat friends are suppose to be?? friends are suppose to be there for each others, care and show concern.. however, that time, my group onli care of playing playing and playing... WE ARE A GROUP OF SEVEN NOT AS FRIENDS BUT AS PLAYMATES.. i thought of sharing my feeling and unhapiness with this group lar.. but... all they care was play... this was what during that time i thought of about this group... there's still more to come...

more got disband later.. because of lacking those... well... it would be at the later part.. i actually wanna elaborate more on this episode three of my life... because there's still other stuff i wanna say.. so i stop here ler... episode four of my life will be about who got disband.. (QL, PS, YB, FH) <

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here comes some more other stuff... was stuff up with friendship stuff again lar.. this are all unecessary stuff.. why must heaven just make life so difficult for people as in to make sure that friends must fight??

Why can we just concentrate on our school work and do well? why fight fight and gib cold war... making life so difficult??

i know there's sure lots of stuff to sae mi back.. ok so right now i am tell the two...

first Daniel, just because i dun wanna take a taxi home after hearing that its your treat and you are angry wit mi for so long? i sms you but you dun wanna reply, i told you that i will solve my own probs and that everything is soon going to solve ler.. i already get those documents ready and is getting them to joanne ler.. you will sae its not about that taxi thingy that you are so angry wit mi.. its that i everytime dun let friends treat and take all this treat too seriously?? well, its not the matter of treating or wat.. i can tell you i dun mind, its because i dun wanna trouble you, you will alight before mi, then you sae you wanna gib mi the money and next time then i return you back the change but during that time i find it unnessary, i got bus consection why can't i just take the bus home and you take the taxi.. i know you think of mi as your friend and wann to treat mi and help mi, but if you are fighting wit mi now and plus i am cope up with my financial prob, i will feel even more stressful right? Let mi here, apologise to you once again... and i hope to resolve this prob... the rest is up to you ler daniel... 6years... 1E to 4EB to poly... ...sorry.....

next.. Chujun.. your case between us is the most serious de prob... this one i will find time and make my face skin thicker to talk to you... how you wanna react will be up to you.. ITS ALL MY FAULT!

Lonely @ 11:25 PM