emo :: mood swings

Tuesday, June 05, 2007, 11:55 PM

Whatever.. i will spill it out then..

Let me make it clear to you, i am not unknowingly treating people mean or anything.. i know how am i treating other people, and i dun need you to teach mi how to do things. thank you. And so sorry that you cannot treat mi like transparent because i am in your project group, why must you stick to this group, you are making mi so difficult to do things. i cannot even concentrate on my project. i thought of switching group, but a pity, they thought it was because i want to avoid you. but the answer is no, cause i dun want you to affect my project. why do you just wants to stick with ppl who benefit you.. and not stick to ppl who treats you well.. yes this is part of my thinking.. but.. just reflect to yourself.. another thing i wanna tell you is that, i dun see you treating other ppl well.. in fact, speaking the truth i find it disgusting to see you treating ppl well, which was lik "acting".. If possible, i wish you will disappear from CSCO, from NYPCO and from my class!!! else it will be mi who disappear just as you wishED.. i dun see happiness with you around, you are affecting mi.. c'mon right now i am also wasting my time replying your post.. which i am suppose to be studying.. i kept on telling ppl i want to study.. in the end i study nothing.. thinking of just your name makes mi dun wanna study and wanna sleep.. or watch tv.. so i cannot help not thinking of you appearing in my mind, because you are everywhere within my life.. There's going to be two tests, considered impt.. and what am i doing now? not onli i affect your studies k, you also affect mine.. you made mi think that you are ambitious and your solo doesn't sounds pres ant to mi.. despite its nice for others but not for mi.. THIS IS THE FIRST TIME I USED THE MOST TERRIBLE TONE I HAD EVER USED TO PEOPLE. this is not to get your 同情 but just to let you know, that my eyes are watery after posing this... pls make it be the last time my eyes are lik tt.. and also dun post anymore at your blog.. and i will not go to your blog unnecessarily just to find out what's in your mind.. you can hate mi now.. cause i am just treating you in this manner.. sorry again if i affected your solo.. but since you think that i am a stranger.. just treat that you are blowing for the ppl you know... or you can treat mi as worst than a piece of shit i dun mind anymore.. and i dun think you are helping yourself... GO AWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!