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Sunday, June 03, 2007, 11:38 PM

-Lost Control-

Just dun know why everything you do irks mi.. i also dun know.. pls dun make mi to be lik so evil, i am just like anyone out there.. a human being i got feelings too.. indeed i get disgusted, angry, irritated and even dun like to hear a sound coming out from you.. what had you done to mi?? i felt so evil, why must you do this?? why must it be you who make mi feel disgusted, irritated and angry.. and made mi lost control... I thought this kind of situation would end.. but.. you made me hope it would not end... I remembered you told mi you do not like to attend concerts, and i was wondering why must you come?? you spoilt my mood.. and i spoilt your mood too... was relieve that you did not tag along to eat.. else i maybe the one taking MRT home.. i got difficulty talking to you.. even if it is political reason, i would also try not to talk to you.. cause i dun wan to talk to you or see you.. you feel terrible??.. yes i always suan you always hurt you hor, but i just cannot forget somethings... Please dun be too good to other ppl, it really made mi think that you are just acting.. maybe.. YEs YES, i am evil.. again i said stupidd things.. i said things not suppose to be said.. but this is my post.. can't i just throw everything out.. My test is coming, and indeed, you have made mi lost all my concentration in my test.. and even my music.. dun believe? i am suppose to be studying today.. but because i had a small discussion with joanne about you, and i really lost my mood to study.. not because joanne sae bad things.. she was nice to mi and she talked nicely to mi.. but its the mentioning of your name... i just touch my book and went to bed till now.. so in the end i read nothing.. and study nothing.. dun even felt like touching my erhu today.. my Year1 self is losing, i become lazy and almost bonkers... i may be mean to let you taste your own medicine, but i am human.. i am also affected by you.. and dun anyhow sae die die die... if you think its so fun to die, then why do you still come to school and study like mad..
for my buddies who read this, i know i am mean, so evil, but please understand... i am just typing out all my feeling to this post.. i am sure you all know what kind of person am i...
-Stress To The Core- who dun emo.. and why must emo hit mi.. stupidd... i am so stupidd.. yes it is correct that i am scolded stupidd...

Lonely @ 11:38 PM