emo :: mood swings

after this evening's incident i'd made a promise to myself..
i went for CO this evening, then some people was asked to perform in old folks' home...
I was the choosen one, choosen to play erhu... and only two erhu was choosen... so erhu could be heard quite clearly...
The songs given looks simple, but i can't even play out one song completely...
oh.. i was so disappointed with myself...
So disappointed...
so i made a promise to myself just now that i must clear all those songs given no matter what..
I MUST PUT IN ALL MY BEST!!!!! AR!!!!
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tired liao... sweet dreams... =)

bb...